letters to the sun

May 2023

how can i forgive myself when i’m still in love with you?

i will lay myself on the bathroom floor and write till i am wrung with emptiness.

May 22, 2023 • 

solnyshko

April 2023

a lot's gonna change/dulllightful 30's/[introspective vers.]

is it worth pursuing if i have no idea what’s happening? is anything worth pursuing if you do know what’s happening? and what exactly do i hope to gain…

Apr 25, 2023 • 

solnyshko

January 2023

December 2022

November 2022

half a month/ssotr/keep digging

i am the graveyard, and i am digging the grave, and i am the one being buried.

Nov 14, 2022 • 

solnyshko

October 2022

mononokay/shake out/kafka-esque lovers

i can’t tell the difference between a good poem and a shitty poem.

Oct 20, 2022 • 

solnyshko

sun bleached flies/staple disciples/mid-week cares

there are some works of art that i keep coming back to. photo creds to: clonazepunkk on tumblr

Oct 5, 2022 • 

solnyshko

September 2022

On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous/Among Other Things

09/27/22, upon reading On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous by Ocean Voung.

Sep 27, 2022 • 

solnyshko

basting my brain/grave green/staying in, living in

i am so apathetic to reality

Sep 27, 2022 • 

solnyshko

touch tank/skinning for secrets/new order fever

i am very, very afraid of myself. artwork by holly warburton, 2019

Sep 15, 2022 • 

solnyshko

termites/the nssi conundrum/melting in the lunch line

i’m sick to my stomach on things that don’t exist.

Sep 2, 2022 • 

solnyshko